Is depression a truer state of awareness?

These are just a few minutes of somewhat meandering thoughts that I had and recorded this morning, and which I thought I’d share.  I apologize for all the clattering noises at the beginning…I was unpacking and getting ready for the workday even as I was recording.  This was rather rude of me, and I’ll try to avoid doing such a thing in the future, but I ask you to bear with me on this short audio post.